parking lot nightmare

so it dumped rain today. i was drenched. my gortex was saturated! yuck. we learned how to teach railroad crossings in the rain and we all rushed it.

i had my drop off today. they blindfold you, drive you around in circles and drop you off, give you a target and you go putting along with your white cane.

i nailed my last one but today...i got lost in a parking lot, rather it was 3 adjoining ones. i ended up being so frustrated, i thought i was going to quit. i didn't cry but i wanted to scream. when i got out i was able to find my way and got to my target. my instructor was impressed with the recovery but i wasn't at all wanting to talk about it. i just wanted out. so my frame of mind is one that is stuck in this frustration. i'm feeling unmotivated. i want to go to sleep. that's it that's all.

should start studying for exams coming up next week, yeah right. yeah...ick.

going to bed instead. good plan.

snow squalls are expected for tomorrow. i asked and they thought it amusing. it's snow with huge gusts of wind. it's forecasted for tomorrow and ed's coming to pick me up. whee.