felt badly there for a while

so up until sunday, when i talked to my family, i was feeling really low. i felt like everything was going bad to worse and i took everything personally. in that state, everything is blown out of proportion.

saturday morning was fine and then i headed out to mohawk college to work out with natasha. she's going to meet me there at 2 so i get on the 1 o'clock bus. it's all good. get to the terminal and find out that then next bus doesn't actually leave the terminal until 2 to get to the school at 2:15. brilliant. it was blustery and cold so i just....waited.

got there and worked out for an hour and a half. pulled a lot of muscles because all the weight machines were in between the weights that i usually lift. women gym's are better with the in between free weights. anywho, get on the bus at 4:15 and get to the terminal at 4:30. the bus to my house doesn't come for another half hour so i opt to take a bus part way and walk 25 minutes home. i still beat the bus. stupid buses.

sunday wasn't any better. i opted to walk to church again and instead of turning left along the trail, i turned right to see if there was a faster route to get there. so the trail's all lined with foresty type stuff. so i see a path cutting across the trail that leads into the trees in the direction of the church so i take it....5 minutes later and damp grass and muddy puddles, i come to a dead end and back track. i was wearing my beautiful white runners but but but....muddy puddle. big frown on my face. =0(

pas grand chose.

in the evening, after dinner, tom and tammy go out to a meeting at the church. sara, their oldest is going to take care of the kids and the dog. about an hour after they leave, i go into my kitchen area and find my flip flops chewed to bits by the dog. i was so mad. so so mad. they were my beautiful yellow green "guess" flip flops. i wore them all summer and i loved them. i was sooo mad. i pick up all the bits and the flip flops and i throw them into the garbage can under the sink and slam the cupboard door. i was mad. tom and tammy offered to pay for them but i told them it was ok. i was over it.

so, money or rather lack there of... the student loan people didn't get the papers in time so they took out another payment which leaves me with close to no money to spend. i was pained by this because i thought i had enough. but nooo.

after talking to my family, which lightened my mood, my sister convinced me to cash the extra cheque i had and told me to go and have fun in quebec city later this week. yay. so i did and i almost felt like crying because well, that's a pretty big deal. i love and miss my family.

so monday was fine and today was fine too. everything as expected. had a great talk with one of my classmates. i got off early today and went to the mall to get a few things for my trip. i walked around the mall with my long cane and i practiced my touch technique and it was great seeing people part ways for me to pass or hold doors or let me on the bus first. it was pretty funny.

anyway, i have a test tomorrow. got to do some prep.