a day of lasts

so today is a day of lasts.

it's my last full day in brantford. my last time on the bus. the last sleep in this bed. the last time i'll walk to the store and back. the last time i'll go to the library. the last of it all.

there's a blanket of sadness. my experience here has been cold and broken but not without moments of joy when i chose to focus on something else.

glad that school is out and i'm on to something else. going home to vancouver is a relief. there is a thing here that is unresovled. so there's nothing left to do but dissolve it and leave it be.

walking away is the easy part. walking away without tears the hard part.

so whatever this was, i'll drink a cup of tea in quiet contemplation.

cheers.